Baby, guess what??? I had a blog. I remember I once used to actively blog. Well, I wouldn't say actively. But, I started it at a dark time. It was quite interesting. I even had some inputs when I was experiencing good days. Then suddenly, I stopped. But, I've decided to write this one. I want you to have this blog to yourself. It's a part of me, so I want you to always find the sweet words I thought of you. The words dedicated to my boyfriend.
You make me feel like I belong. Like a part of something, a part of you. And, I always anticipate just talking to you. The best part of my day.
I know you might be wondering why I chose sunflowers under the sunset. Have you ever smelled a sunflower? They smell so sweet. And, I wanna take your mind on a trip, so buckle up.
Now, imagine it's a warm day. It's not exactly a comfortable kind of warm, but it is also not too hot. It's warm enough to make you sweat a little though. Then, the sun is almost setting. There's a whole breeze in the air. Trees and flowers surrounding. And the sun that's melting away is heating up these sunflowers. And the air is filled with a sweet scent, and you just wanna savour that feeling...
That is what you make me feel. You make me feel so much calmness and peace all at once. Especially when we're alone together. You're like the piece I needed just for the day to get right. It didn't need to be a whole day. It didn't need to be a full day for it to be the best day ever. And that's just because I've met you. You complete my incomplete pieces and shape my thinking. Going into deep conversation with you feels lovely.
So when I say you impact my life, I mean every aspect of my life. Every bit of myself is evolving to fully accommodate you. To fully understand you. To fully be with you. And I can't wait for that day, when we both have each other forever. That day we finally live with each other. That day, will be the happiest day of my life. Summing up the happy days I already share with you.
You are the love of my life. My lover. My very own boyfriend. I love you.
Our love is forever, always has been, and it sure always will be.
