THE PAINFUL TRUTH

THE PAINFUL TRUTH
Happy? Elated? Excitement? These are all feelings you get when you are with the man you want to love right? She had them. All of them. That feeling of having someone who wants you back but hey, he doesn't do labels. Labels are sooo demanding. We can do it all only... we aren't really together. We are just...you know...friends who vibe. But that's not what she felt. She wanted more but she could only keep it to herself. He always brought it up when he asked her to sit on his lap. He always asked if she wanted more but she had to play the game. And maintain her sanity. So she always answered, "Well, I don't know, what do you think" but for some reason, he always planted kisses before she could hear his sentiments. The excited feeling of having your crush plant kisses on your lips made her feel like she was where she belonged. You see the judgements were kept to a bare minimum. Aside from the occasional bad jokes that can actually hurt. But those were rare... at least.. I believe her. So she marvelled at what a wonderful interior hiding over all that negative exterior. How he really felt. But it was toxic. Toxic to the core because a moment's happiness felt so hopeless because of what was bound to happen. I mean... she didn't see it coming. It just. Happened. So she became brave one day and little Casey stamped a case. She brought him to her house. Amidst her parents missing and... her brother sleeping. So he came and he hid in her room. And in between words he kissed her. Oh those lustful lips. That tender heaven. That... moment's happiness. Intense..huh. Well the narrative continued. They kissed and he didnt even at any time make her feel uncomfortable. And that's when she planted herself right into the cheese trap. Poor little Casey...oh what have you done!!!! So one day came and it was the holidays and here came the chance to be with the one who gave her butterflies. It was a long day for Casey believe me... I mean... all the exhaustion from travelling but still sat 2 hours to a place with the man who makes her knees go weak. Numb. So she went into the house and you know...did the occasional drug roll. And happy that she found solace in a very bad boy who just wore his disguise with a wonderful interior. So she was tired. And she needed some rest but what she didn't know was Roy was done resting. He was done being in a hot smelly sweaty suit. He wanted out. He needed out at least he wanted to cum. So she... closed her eyes and little she had a pat on her shoulder and she turned to face the man of her dreams. More like the man of her nightmare and there... she snapped. She kissed his wet lips.. but they weren't wet enough to make her wet. And just as she thought she was done... he grabbed her!Pulled her by the waist... took it all off... happened in a goddamn flash... BOOOMMMM!!!! Her smile started peeling off...

What are you doing???
Why are you doing this???
Hey could you stop!!!
Hey that hurts!!!
Hey that's painful!!!
Wait!!!
No!!!!
Leave me alone!!!
I trusted you!!!
Why!!!

He just rocked his hips like a mad dog and he devoured every inch of her living thread. He...ruined her. She stared at him cause her voice was melting. And... he just...came. he groaned so loudly but she... cried! She shed so many tears and... she couldn't think anymore. She stood up...and God help me took a puff of her blunt. And she walked out. She staggered away to the cars and waited for the car to run. She... her heart was crying out and her tears were drying up...


Should I live???...